What is happening to my site ???

In this blog post i will be explaining some ongoing changes to the site and my plans for it. So some people might notice a tab calling Gaming posts and a few of my other blog posts disappear. I had an idea about a year a go i wanted to get into writing posts about Gaming, after playing the epic of God of War Remake, i was excited to review the game, however with many projects i seem to get half way through and lose interest, which meant this post was never finished and i gave up the idea of writing Gaming content before i even started. Then because of covid my drive as been up and down and a lot more down over the last few months. I decided one day last week to just get a tab ready for whenever i felt like trying my hand at this. However something as simple as adding a new tab on this site became very stressful. For some reason it kept pulling across all the blog posts from my blog post tab and wouldnt separate into 2 blog post tabs. I thought at first it was just showing me a template so i started deleting the same posts i had on the oringal tab and then realised they were gone forever. This was a poor lapse of judgement and my own fault, as u see what i should of done when i created this site was any blog posts i make, i write in something like word etc first and then port it over so i have the oringal untouched. None of my posts i made was done this way i just wrote straight onto the site, i now know not to do this again. So whats going to happen with this site??? at the moment i dont really know, ive got rid of the tab, so its back to normal. I might be looking at other sites such as squarespace, everyday i watch youtube, its always adversited and youtubers have it as their sponsor. I didnt want to keep making different sites which is why i fell in love with this site, its layout and the home hub for all my media things. At the moment im not in a good headspace, and just trying to get through each day. i might for one hour a go start working on a different website getting it set up but thats about it. The idea is to make for eg just a squarespace site for just gaming posts. I guess time will tell but i thought i would just do this update about my site (: